Monday, March 9, 2009

The email that was never sent.

To: Hannah Rand

Subject: I never really did know what to put here.

Message:
So. I'm writing you again. Haha don't worry this isn't a creepy stalkerish one. I'm sure as so soon as you saw my name in your inbox you figured i'd just be flipping out, again. So I hope you open this, which I'm sure you will 'cause we're always curious about that kind of shit.

Basically, I'm not mad anymore. For whatever reason I just really needed to tell that to you. Make it official or something, I dunno. I'm just not upset. Or hurt. Or anything really. We had something special and I don't regret any of it. I wouldn't change a thing if I could. Not that I'm trying to say we should go the whole 'let's just be friends route', it ended pretty badly. My Bad. I mean, we were never 'just friends' we started our relationship boyfriend-girlfriend and it ended the same way. I'm not sure if we never were friends is we ever can be. But that's beside the point. What I really want to say is this; We had a great run, a bad fall, and there's no regrets to any of it.

We're good.

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And I'm going to respect your last request of me and not send this. Maybe you'll see it, maybe you won't. Just, take care and know that I understand now, and I'm okay. We're okay.

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